...so I can make more love

What is freedom but a fleeting notion,
is this reality or just emotion,
I would rather be a giver then,
be apart of hurting you again,
I want to be conformed to love,
show me what to do again,
show me to win your love,
I want to be conformed to love,
so I can perform love,
My impatience is the part of me,
that I realize you hate you say, i
t complicates the very art of you,
show me what ought to do,
I want to be comformed to love,
so I can perform love,

My Beloved is the greatest Love, YES!!,
I think of him all the time,
My beloved is the greatest love,
please make up my mind,
I want to be conformed to love,
so I can make more love,
I want to be pure pure love,
so I can restore love,
so I can make more love,
so I can be sure love,
Help me be secure love,
so I can make more love,
so I can restore love.

That is the objective, to be conformed to love, to actually be love incarnate, because that is what I was before, but ya'll got that I think, to be love incarnate, and to not listen to people who might say there's something wrong with being love, you know.
I'll give you an example: You talked about professionalism, but what does professionalism have to do with a real exchange, you are as professional as you have to be right now, you are as professional as you need to be, your sincerity has offended me in any way, it hasn't confused or complicated things, if anything it's broken down and made the environment more comfortable for everyone else.
What did it do, what was the cost of your lack of professionalsim, your so called lack of professionalism, because I don't call it that.

I believe a world can exist on honesty, I just do, you know. I'm a believer

In viata primim multe lectii. Pe unele le invatam usor, pe altele mai greu. De ceva timp simt ca invat o lectie aproape in fiecare zi - a devenint o constanta. Poate pentru ca "a iti educa sufletul" nu e nici macar o expresie. Dar in fiecare zi inteleg ca nu intamplator traiesc ceea ce traiesc si ca trebuie sa invat lectia asta pentru a trece mai departe, pentru a marca devenirea mea continua.

N-am sa zic ce lectie, pentru ca ar insemna ca am desavarsit actul cunoasterii sale, or e clar ca mereu o voi invata si trebuie sa o transform intr-un "modus vivdendi".

Este despre a da, a impartasi, a nu pretinde sa ti se cuvina nimic,a primi totul ca pe un dar,despre a nu avea posesii.

Despre a te intregi.


Later edit: An answer: Ironically but "...my heart wouldn't let me learn."

From here:
Loved hard once, but the love wasn't returned,
I found out the man I'd die for, he wasn't even concerned,
And time it turned,
He tried to burn me like a perm,
Though my eyes saw the deception,
My heart wouldn't let me learn
For, some dumb woman was I,
And everytime he'd lie, he would cry and inside I'd die,
My heart must have died a thousand deaths,
Compared myself to Toni Braxton thought I'd never catch my breath,
Nothing left, he stole the heart beating from my chest,
I tried to call the cops, the type of thief they can't arrest,
Pain suppressed, will lead to cardiac arrest,
Diamonds deserve diamonds, but he convinced me I was worthless,
But my peoples would protest, I
told them mind their business, cause my sh** was complex,
More than just the sex,
I was blessed, but couldn't feel it like when I was caressed,
I'd spend nights clutching my breasts, overwhelmed by God's test,
I was God's best, contemplating death with a Gillette,
But no man is ever worth the paradise,
No man is ever worth the paradise,
And no man is ever worth the paradise, Manifest