Pierrot le fou

- Why do you look so sad?

- Because you speak to me in words and I look at you with feelings.

- You never have ideas, only feelings.

Basically I'm complicated, I have a hard time taking the easy way. I wouldn't call it schizophrenia, but I'll be at least 2 people today, if that's okay!

And I can go on and on and on... but who cares?

It's deep how you can be so shallow and I'm afraid cause I have no fear. And I didn't believe in magic...until I watched you disappear. I wish you where here.

And I can go on and on and on... but who cares?

You see, everybody is somebody, but nobody wants to be themselves, and if I ever wanted to understand me I'll have to talk to someone else. Cause every little bit helps

And I can go on and on and on... but who cares?

Feels like... the surreal life, but it's still nice...wish I could live twice, but I still might if these bones heal right. I see a little light though it's still night.

- comments will be off from now on

Meta

In the change from being a caterpillar to becoming a butterfly, you’re nothing more than a yellow, gooey sticky mess. Change and personal growth is all about discovering the inevitability of change and the need for one to clarify a vision of the future. We need to deal with the gooey glob that most people find uncomfortable.

But you have to metamorphose in order to change and that will involve going through the discomfort of being less and less a caterpillar while you are in the process of becoming a butterfly. Expect the transformation process to be somewhat uncomfortable and note that it takes some level of commitment. A key is understanding the process and perception of the realities of the change.