Where should I go, if Earth's the only place I know?

Motto:

Nu stiu ce am,

Ca nu dorm cand dorm

Nu stiu ce am,

Ca nu sunt treaz,

Cand stau de veghe.

Nu stiu ce am,

Ca nu ajung nicaieri,

Cand merg.

Nu stiu ce am,

Ca stand pe loc

Sunt, hat, departe.

Doamne, din ce fel de huma

M-ai luat in palmele tale calde

Si cu ce fel de saliva

Ai amestecat si-ai framantat huma-mi?

De nu stiu ce am

Ca exist,

Nu stiu ce am

Ca nu mai am nimic,

Decat pe tine.

(Ceva ca rugaciunea -Marin Sorescu)

Needing...

Never shared this feeling of vaporizaton, of complete...

Abandon

It's like with every breath, with every step, I'm transforming, losing a bit, consuming...

And there's silence, and lonlieness, and sadness, and emptiness

And then comes myself.

Still, my hair... my hair it curls so nice in the summer... and it shines...

"[...]...but it's hard to stay mad, when there's so much beauty in the world. Sometimes I feel like I'm seeing it all at once, and it's too much, my heart fills up like a balloon that's about to burst... And then I remember to relax, and stop trying to hold on to it, and then it flows through me like rain and I can't feel anything but gratitude for every single moment of my stupid little life... You have no idea what I'm talking about, I'm sure. But don't worry... you will someday. " (American Beauty)

Louis Armstrong-What a wanderful world