Only human...so far

Thoughts of the impossible fairy that never existed (I):

- people (sometimes and by nature) are so mean, so full of resentment and envy, everyone has it's own way of being right.
- I search in their eyes and thier souls for truth, for kindness, for beauty.
- "I look in them" like in a mirror, but I don't recognize myself. That's not me!
- I am transparent...my feelings float above and through me...I can't help it and I don't want to.
- my energy can not be mixed with that which is not truth, kind and beautiful. It's not about logic, or material, it's just spirit and feeligs, and I know it.
- they just don't understand that I can see right through them. So they judge me and call me "strange".
- exuses for them can be found effortlessly and an infinity, but here's the best and my favourite: They're only human.

LO-VE-LY song and lyrics:

A squirrel in the tree is he watching me Does he give a damn?
Does he care who I am?
I'm just a man, is that all I am
Are my manners misinterpreted words or only human?
I'm human
Murderous crow, hey what you know
What you reading about, what you hold in your toes
Is that a twig, are you a dove of peace
A black dove undercover, with another puzzle piece
Are you a riddle to solve all along?
Or am I over thinking thoughts of human after all
Only human
Made of flesh, made of sand, made of you and me
The planet's talking about a revolution
The natural laws ain't got no constitution
They've got a right to live their own life
But we keep paving over paradise'
Cause we're only human
Yes we are, only human
If it's our only excuse do you think we'll keep on being only human
Yes we are, yes we are
Only human, only human, only human
So far:Up in the major's tree, the one he planted back when he was just a boy
Thinking 1923
Thirty meters and a foot, take a look, take a climb
What you'll find is the product of a seed
The seed is sown, all alone
It grows above, with a heart of love
Sharp and shelter of the animals of land and cold weather breathing
We're all breathing in
The planet's talking about a revolution
The natural laws ain't got no constitution
They've got a right to live their own life
But we keep paving over paradise'
Cause we're only human
Yes we are, only human
If it's our only excuse do you think we'll keep on being only human
Yes we are, only human, only human, so far, so far
And this place it will outlive me
Before I get to heaven I'll climb that tree
And I will have to give my thanks
For giving me the branch to swing on
If I ever fall in love
I'll have to give myself a babyI will let my children have their way'
Cause we're only human, yes we are
Only human, so far, so far...

I like the hope or the incertitude in "so far..."